If
the Heart is a Bell
A Tribute to Gigi Giannuzzi
Tonight,
I write for you Gigi,
And
its not easy at all,
To
write of you in the past tense,
The
last orders call
Time,
gentlemen, please,
Stop
the clock, its gone too fast,
So I will write of the sound of your beginning,
Your
first breath - not your last.
Because,
You
once told me,
Late
one night,
You
were born in Rome
At
the strike of midnight,
And
that every bell rang out,
As
you opened your eyes to see first light.
Every
cathedral and church bell swinging,
Chiming,
ringing, clanging, singing,
A cacophony of pealing bells beating,
Sonorous
and resound,
Intensified,
glorified,
Reverberating
and profound.
It's
odd the things we remember,
And
it doesn’t matter now if this was true,
If
all the bells in all the world,
were
merrily ringing out for you,
But
it’s the passion of you I hear,
We
won’t let that music disappear,
Its
the people we love, we met through you,
the
Trolley family, far and near, and, dear
Gigi,
Tonight I write for you,
How
quiet this winter seems to be,
But
if I listen carefully I hear summer time,
Your
boisterous laughter, a restless sea,
I
see you beam your generous grin,
A
smile that skids across your cheeks and chin,
Lips
stained blue with wine, Gigi,
Raucous
banter, to just get a word in…
And you’re
wearing your Venetian slippers,
Your
sarong or your velvet suit of red,
Redchurch Street, the roaring chorus of artists,
A clatter of chatter, dusk ‘til dawn ‘til bed.
Most
of all though its this -
Your
birth in Rome and in July,
I
imagine the bells chiming for Gigi,
Italian
moonlit stars in a midnight sky.
And
it’s the sound of you I'm listening for,
A boom, a bark, a buzz of energy,
And
how you believed in us all -
Believed
in this - believed in me.
If
a heart is a bell -
Then mine is swinging.
Together, we’re
all chiming,
Ringing, clanging, singing,
We are a symphony of one love,
Hearts
gathered, beating,
Sonorous
and resound,
Intensified,
glorified,
Reverberating
and profound.
©
2013. Salena Godden
A Tribute to Gigi
Read at the celebration of his life - Shoreditch Church, January 4th 2013.
'Gigi in the Blue Grotto' by Nan Goldin (1997) |
My brother and my friend Gigi Giannuzzi, founder of Trolley Books, died of pancreatic cancer on Christmas Eve, 2012. At the celebration of his life in Shoreditch Church, the priest called Gigi 'a saint' he then went on to salute this man that will be so sorely missed by us all - and i remember he said 'that the books Gigi promoted and published are like arrows...' - His legacy is immense. I agree wholeheartedly and urge you to visit the Trolley website to find out about this incredible work for yourself. Yesterday's celebration was so moving and so magnificent. Reading this aloud was very difficult yesterday, I share this with love and thanks to all Trolley friends and family.
TROLLEY BOOKS:
www.trolleybooks.com
"Bravo, come mi pace a me,
senza programmi"
"Good, how i like it,
without a plan"
Viva Gigi!
© Sarah Shatz/www.sarahshatz.com
Gigi Giannuzzi in the Trolley Books office in New York, around 2004,
photographed by Sarah Shatz
|
UPDATE: MAY 2013
"If A Heart Is A Bell" Gigi's Soundgarden & The Trolley Radiopicture by Salena Godden, audio now on Mixcloud here!
Since writing this poem for Gigi's funeral - Jan 4th 2013 -
I have been recording vocals and guitars, editing clips of poetry
and music and borrowing sounds with the sole aim of trying to capture the sound of
our friend and his work. This piece begins as a 'sound
illustrated poem' for Gigi, And then in parts i try to make the sound of
the truth and guts I find in all the books published by Trolley over the last decade. Its made in three movements created intentionally to be played on a loop. Each movement begins with the sound of
red wine pouring into a glass - but of course it does!
Part One: Gigi's Sound Garden
Part Two: The Trolley Radio Picture
Part Three: La Vita è Bella (Life is Beautiful)
Presented as a sound installation with images from Gigi's vivid
life, it premiered at The Trolleyology Exhibition, Londonewcastle
Project Space, Redchurch Street, January 2013. It then travelled to the
'Paris Loves Gigi Party' in February at Au Café Le Béguin. Next this
work will be shown and performed at the Trolleyology book launch, Venice Biennale, May
28th 2013.
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